Cigarette Street Smoke

Cigarette street smoke remind me of a worthless memory
Deep dark eyes lost within a cheap soul
Cave man hands invaded with limitless selfish cardinal pleasures
A voice that lack precise literacy
Meaningless sympathy within that hard leather shell

A worthless memory that you are
Such a worthless heartache that you brought
Never mind what was said
Never mind what was felt
Dirt has more dignity than those days
The tuning of your promises should have been a hint of your record fallibility
A proposition to your incontinuity
Lack of Self opportunities
Just letting it die
Running quite out of its time
Never mind
Nevermind.

Fall

The Fall winds reflects the ever descending Heart's pain
The unwelcoming instant of cold thought
The echo of a Soul jumping throughout the walls of a Body
Burnt out from the attempts of Love
Now left to be shriveled and stripped of inspiration
Deceived from its Deepest Belief
Left without a tear of Hope in its process

Still

A fun time
But i still want a bullet through my head
Still want to kill what makes me breathe inside
Still want to lose that love in my mind
Dancing to sweat the night through
Yet I still think of stupid ass you

When will I learn that lies and deception
Ain't a form of love
When will I cherish these moments
Which make me whole

I guess it'll take me till I realize
I'm a fucking ass fool

Will I realize
I ask myself
When will I realize

That stupid ass you
And i'm a fucking ass fool
To ever to had trust you.

One's Unity

Mis-proportioned sense of stability
Constant state for that search of one's tranquility
Blinded by misguided voices
Quiet yet united choices
Diving form of consciousness
Palpitating heart
Stops
Skips that Beat again

Not Enough

It was not meant to be
Not enough to feed
Turning into what once was me
To the point where I cannot be free
Ever so still learning
With continuous endless yearning
It shall never be received
It really wasn't what I need

Stripes and Lines

Stripes and Lines
They never seem to intertwine
Intentionally to keep us straight
But they can't keep this soul right in

Time after time
After being so in depth within this mind
Enlightenment comes to play
Once dug out and placed in the sublime

However
Closer and closer
Demons begin prevailing
Switching lanes
Clawing in
A battle that seems so bitter
Memories that seem too sweet
Never to be a repeat
Spreads all over this scene
Endless hopes to end in the serene

Never Seen

Never enough of shine
Trying to keep you in this world of mine
Walking into the obvious
Waking into the predictable
One sided consciousness with a double-edged sword
Naively dead and bored
Quintessential for the forlorn
Blessings that will never be received nor worn
Thats' why I am so torn
By what I thought I had seen