Off Descending

I'm off descending
Never knowing why
What lays beyond
My linear curves between
Fate & Thought

I'm off descending
never knowing why (never ending)
My linear curves
Fall between Fate & Thoughts

He wears a Ring

This ring belongs to a very special person
He Said
Little did I acknowledge
That it would be my choker

Holding hands
You would smile at me
Kiss me to forget
And little did I know
It would set a burning screw through my heart

He wore a Ring
Chained to distance


Bewitched by her love
Can't do anything about it
He wore that Ring

Aneurysms
Seizures
Flashbacks of your eyes
Yellow
Green
Blue discs covered the truth

Yet you smiled at me
Held my hand
Drilled a burning screw with a kiss

He wore a ring
Chained to distance
My heart can't support
Bewitched by his love
Can't do anything
I wore that ring

Ever long, ever long, ever long
I will wait here
Waiting for you
Sew my wounds
Give my heart
Write my ending...

49th Street Dreams

The clash of the metal
Wheels & track
With no prevail
We headed out together
Every night
Just like Cinderella
With all my might
I absorbed the memories
To keep within a box
In My Heart

Last Minute Slit

To Live is useless, in my case

I see life pass by day by day

Time has no extent to its pace

(pace has no extent to its time)

As it runs through my mind

Quicker than my body

My soul Ages with frustration

In all its sublime

It wrinkles in its decrepity

Thrust here and there

I am as lonely as an empty bottle

In an alley way

Thrown about

Sucked of its goods

"Finger fucked and busted up all at once"

As my soul sing in its Howls

Only silent way to scream pain

Open slits

Blood pours out the tears from my soul

This lowly body

This thing holds me

It's sustaining me from breaking

Out of my cocoon

And preventing me

From flying into that bliss

That I await many human years to get to

One cannot live with so much poison

Midnight Lullabies

Your midnight lullabies consist of painful howls

Wounds cannot be opened to let the bloody pain through

It must all vibrate the air in bowls

Why can't I show my pain to you?

My skin is erupting like the Ebola

From all this patience I have for you

Your narrow projection does not let me in

All I can do is wait here for you

Your apologies and your promises

Trickle down your body as you walk on with life

You leave me behind

Forgetting who I am

Forgetting what you've told me

Conserving the past that you know pierces me

What does it matter?

If these tears don't involve you?

These stabs of emotion

It's my problem

Something that you think wasn't caused by you

All I can do is have patience for the better

And hope

That my heart doesn't explode before I breathe in